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Notes: 3 / 11 months ago
a very old friend contacted me recently out of the blue. says he has been looking for me for a number of years. we have been seeing eachother the past few weeks and enjoying getting to know eachother once again. wondering how things would have turned out had we stayed together all those years ago. we talked about how my best friend kept us apart all those years for selfish reasons and then her finally apologizing out of the blue just recently at our 25th high school reunion saying that she should have never interfered.
well, he and i both agreed that it was all in the past…or was it?
just last week, we met for drinks and he decided since we were opening up this new re-found relationship and was feeling good about it, that he wanted to come clean and be honest and lay everything out on the table so we can start new. so he decided to tell me that he had ALWAYS been looking for me. he wanted to know how i was doing and where i was at and that he wanted to see me. he said that my “best friend” -whom he contact with, had always told him that i was never around or with someone, married or living far away and to simply stop trying to pursue me. to let me go and to just move on. funny thing was, i would always ask my best friend about him as well and she would say the exact same thing to me about him…to forget him, he was happily married or whatever.
well, as recent as a few years ago, (being that she is still in a relationship of nearly 20yrs with his best friend who knows nothing), they managed to find the time to sleep together. she said that she wanted more than to just “sleep” with him and when he told her he didn’t want her and was going to continue to still pursue me. i think that’s what led to her apology last year at our reunion(?)
funny, cos she has never had the balls to admit anything to me…i guess 35yrs of friendship means “dick’…or good dick to her…
he felt the need to come clean because he wants to not have anything come between us, now that he found me and doesn’t want to lose me again…
sad as it is, seems to me like i just severed 2 very longtime ties and at the end of the day…i truly don’t give a FUCK ;)
BTW…LOVE THIS SONG!!
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~the gray-leaved sage
stands fresh and fine
when even trees
fall prey to time;
pluck it's growth
brew an infusion
against all darkness
and confusion;
sage make green
the winter rain
and charm this demon...
from my brain~
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