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10 months ago
heavy with mood…
i can only expresss myself through words. and it usually comes through the sound of music. i don’t how to say things with soft tones without foul words to follow. i tend to say things like: “i understand, but FUCK it!” or “i am so FUCKING done!”
i think i use the word or words to emphasize just exactly HOW i am feeling, because there are no other words that can do the moods justice. when someone feels like crap or feels sexual they tend to use words that are heavy with mood to express how they feel and when you read it for the first time and you feel like you have to re-read it again…then it says something. yeah…it says something. then, when you are writing to the sound of music…it becomes a whole other story. it becomes a whole other feeling. it takes you to another place all together. it takes on a life of it’s own. there’s no bad intent behind it, just human intent.
funny how words like; vagina, GOD, bitch, cock, fuck…seem to emphasize our thoughts when we write…
one minute i am fine…the next i’ve lost my mind…
we are truly human…heavy with mood
Notes
~the gray-leaved sage
stands fresh and fine
when even trees
fall prey to time;
pluck it's growth
brew an infusion
against all darkness
and confusion;
sage make green
the winter rain
and charm this demon...
from my brain~
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